When interesting things happen, somehow that’s the time I don’t write. Hello fam, it’s been a minute. I love how I say fam as if you as the viewer know me, or that there is a viewer at all. In full honestly, it’s only me who mans this page.

So me? I’m on a plane to Kuala Lumper Malaysia right now. Crazy times. It’s Boxing Day, and yesterday was Christmas. Somehow, I don’t feel like writing about Christmas. It was a time so perfect in itself, that I have no thoughts to share, nothing to complain about, just gratitude. I spent Christmas here in Manila with my 3 older siblings, it’s definitely a Christmas I will remember. I think I’ll call this years Christmas the “year we had that crazy Christmas Eve”. If you know me, you can ask me the story.

I’m almost 16. Every entry I write leads back to my age. I have 5 days left of 15. It feels like every day is another pointer of why I wished I was older. I can’t really use the word wish though, because if a genie appeared and said I’ll make you whatever age you want, I’d still choose 15. It can just be inconvenient sometimes. Like when your best friend is 20, but he’s scared to hang out with you alone because you’re a minor (from personal experience love my life), or today when I tried to check-in, they wouldn’t let me without a parent. I had to call my dad’s gf to drive over here to sign my forms for me. So to me, it feels like 5 days until I have a small wedge of freedom. It’s very enticing.

It’s not like when I turn 16 it’ll change anything between me and him, I’ve kind of accepted that things will always be as they are now.

Life feels good right now. Walking down a street at night feels good, breaking my jump rope record feels good, laughing with Willow feels good, having church friends feels good, maybe being dehydrated on a 4 hour flight not so much haha.

I think I’ll watch the first fast & furious movie on this flight, we’ll see how I get on. I’m gonna be so tired when I get to KL. I don’t think I could’ve predicted 2025 like this, especially the end. I sometimes look at my situation and bust out laughing at myself, what I have I gotten myself into?